Have you ever laid on your bed at night and just cried ? Cried because your ugly, be cause your not good enough. you counted all your flaws from head to toe to punish and feel worse about yourself. Cried because the comments people blurt out, actually hurt your feelings. Cried because your family is dysfunctional, but your just a kid who can't do shit about it. They tell you to stop complaining, that you have it much better than the kids in Africa. You dont want to be a burden, so you bottle it all up. Around people, your the happiest ray of sunshine, but nobody knows, that at night when your alone, you break down and just cry.